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The Pulse Of Mourning (2015)

1. Longing…

2. …for A Change

3. Patterns Of Life

Close your eyes…embrace these words I’ve got to say
Repressed thoughts…touches of bitterness lead you the way
Exploding pieces in my mind
Imposed thoughts…I’ll leave behind
Patterns of life, a riddle to solve
Habits of life…just to evolve

But I don’t want this to happen to me

Now I fall into your eyes
Now I fall into demise

Far too long I’ve been on this world
Far too much I’ve seen the others burn
Some of them are fitting in
While other men are trying to adjourn

All hope is gone
Burned by the sun

Now I fall into your eyes
Now I fall into demise

Exploding pieces in my mind
Imposing thoughts…I’ll leave behind
Patterns of life, a riddle to solve
Habits of life…just to evolve

All hope is gone

4. Tangram

5. Rays Of Light

Divided by visions of old days gone by
Admitting those echoes inside my mind

I’m left in a dark and shadowed shroud
Unsafe from darkness’s grasp
A darkness which blanks my mind,
Fueled by the shame and contempt

These rays of light
Visions of old days
Are passing me by

I finally found the way throughout the maze,
I finally found the way throughout the haze

Bound to the shameful past

A frightful sight ahead of time
I see an Ocean of sadness
In a vision of old days gone by
One step ahead of the madness

These rays of light
Visions of old days
Are passing me by

I finally found the way throughout the maze,
I finally found the way throughout the haze
Never seen the light of day

6. One Final Step

Faces fall off
All barriers down
It’s time to confront her
She sees right through me
Deduction the lies
Expecting an answer

I can’t find the words
A blank page in my mind
There’s no easy way
I feel my heart burn
Cold sweat in my hands
I can’t deny how it feels

For the first time
I’m letting you go

Scream in silence
Screaming violence
Worlds apart
Scream in silence
Screaming violence
Defining our hearts

Feeling the surface
No more disguise
I’m nearing the end
Taking the final step
To be cleansed
To be humanized

So, I’m letting myself down again
But the truth is I never cared

Scream in silence
Screaming violence
Worlds apart
Scream in silence
Screaming violence
Defining our hearts

Trust in night
Seek to hide
Trust in darkness
Curse the light
Trust in no one
I close my eyes

7. Enslaved Dreams

8. In All Remembrance

I walk alone
Overwhelmed by sheer regret
Admitting all sorrow
Never willing to forget
In all remembrance
To you my endless love
Lost in the darkness
With the angels…far above

Walking down the hall
A catatonic state
Longing for what you’ll become
But it’s too late
Memories they fade
But I still see your face
Comforting me when I’m in need
When I lose faith
Walking down the hall
But you’re not here

Now is the time
To break down
To foster those moments
To end up this fight
To let you go
To the other side
Now is the time

I’ve reached the end of reason
As many times before
Leaving all my sorrows
Awaiting a new dawn
Countless times I cried
Mourning for your loss
Countless times I pray and shout
To the gods far above
But how hard I try
You are not here
But how hard I try
I see you disappear
Walking down the hall
But you’re not here

Now is the time
To break down
To foster those moments
To end up this fight
To let you go
To the other side
Now is the time

9. Stargaze

Never thought upon a million stars
That I would ever see a sight this bright
Now I have to walk into her light
Make sure I’ll never fear her frightening eyes

I didn’t even had a doubt in me
The brightest star I’ve ever seen
It shines on forever